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jab mai 14 saal kaa thaa taba se mere mana mem laDakeeyom ke baare mem laimgeek aakarShaN caaloo huvaa thaa| mai hameshaa laDakee aur seksa ke baare mem socane lagaa| 14/15 saala ke laDake ke amdar seksa ke baare mem jo jij~Jaasaa hotee hai aur use jaanane ke liye vo jo bhee karataa hai vaha sab mai karane lagaa| misaal ke taur par, laDakeeyaam aur auratom ko cupake se nihaaranaa, unake gadaraaye amgo ko dekhane ke liye ChaTapaTaanaa| unhone pahane huye kapaDo ke amdara ke amrtawastro ke ramg aur pa~mTarn jaanane kee kosheesh karanaa| cupake se vayaskom kee philmem dekhanaa, bloo-philm dekhanaa| ashleel kahaaneeyaam paDhanaa vagairaa vagairaa| dheere dheere mere samparka mem rahanevaalee aur mere najara mem aanevaalee sabhee laDakeeyaam aur auratom ke baare mem mere mana mem kaama laalasaa jaagane lagee| mai skoola kee mere se baDee laDakeeyaam, cikanee aur sumdar ma~mDama, raste pe jaa rahee laDakeeyaam aur auratem, hamaare aDos paDos mem rahenevaalee laDakeeyaam aur auratem in saba kee taraph kaama vaasanaa se dekhane lagaa| yahaam taka ke mere rishtedaaro mem kee kuCh laDakeeyaam aur auratom ko bhee mai kaama vaasanaa se dekhane lagaa thaa| ek baar maine apanee sagee baDee bahena ko kapaDe badalate vakt breseeyar aur pa~MTeeja mem dekhaa| jo maine dekhaa usane mere dila mem ghar kara liyaa aur mai kaaphee uttejeeta bhee huvaa| pahale to mujhe sharama aaI ke apanee sagee bahena ko bhee mai vaasanaa bharee nigaaha se dekhataa hoom isakee| lekeen use vaise adhanamgee avasthaa mem dekhakar mere badana mem jo kaama lahare uThee thee aur mai jitanaa uttejeet huvaa thaa vaisaa mujhe pahale kabhee mahasoos nahee huvaa thaa| baada mem mai apanee bahen ko alaga hee nigaahase dekhane lagaa| mujhe ek baar cudaaI ke kahaaneeyom kee ek ashleel himdee kitaab paDhane ke liye milee thee| us kitaaba mem kuCh kahaaneeyaam aisee thee jinamem najadikee rishtedaaro ke laimgeek sambamdho ke baare mem likhaa thaa| jinamem bhaaI-bahen ke cudaaI kee kahaanee bhee thee jise paDhate vakt baar baar mere dila mem meree bahen, samgeetaadidee kaa khayaala aa rahaa thaa aur mai bahota hee uttejeet huvaa thaa| vo kahaaneeyaam paDhake mujhe thoDee tasallee huI kee is taraha ke naajaayaj sambamdh is duneeyaa mem hai aur mai hee akelaa aisaa nahee hum jisake mana mem apanee bahena ke baare mem kaamavaasanaa hai| meree bahen, samgeetaadidee, mere se 8 saala baDee thee| mai jab 14 saala kaa thaa tab vo 22 saala kee thee| usakaa ekalautaa bhaaI hone kee vajaha se vaha mujhe bahot pyaar karatee thee| kaaphee baar vo mujhe pyaara se apane baaho mem bharatee thee, mere gaala kee pappee letee thee| mai to usa kee aamkha kaa taaraa thaa| hama eka saath khelate the, hasate the, majaa karate the| hama eka dusare ke kaaphee kareeba the| hama dono bhaaI-bahen the lekeen jyaadaatar hama dosto jaise rahate the| hamaare beemc bhaaI-bahen ke naate se jyaadaa dostee kaa naataa thaa aur hama ek dusare ko vaise bolate bhee the| samgeetaadidee saadhaaraN miDal-klaas laDakeeyom jaisee lekeen aakarShak ceharevaalee thee| usakee phigar 'seksabaa~mmb' vagairaa nahee thee lekeen sahee thee| usake badanapar sahee jagaha 'uThaan' aur 'gaharaaIyaam' thee| usakaa badan aisaa thaa jo mujhe behad paagala karataa thaa aur har roj mujhe mooTh maarane ke liye majaboor karataa thaa| ghara mem rahate vakt use pataa cale beenaa use vaasanaa bharee nigaaha se nihaarane kaa maukaa mujhe hameshaa milataa thaa| usake saath jo mere dostaanaa taallookaat the jisakee vajaha se jab vo mujhe baaho mem bharatee thee tab usakee gadaraaI Chaatee kaa sparsh mujhe hameshaa hotaa thaa| hama kahee khaDe hote the to vo mujha se saTa ke khaDee rahatee thee, jisase usake bhare huye cutaDa aur baakee naajook amgo kaa sparsh mujhe hotaa thaa aur usase mai uttejeet hotaa thaa| is taraha se samgeetaadidee ke baare mem meraa laimgeek aakarShaN baDhataa hee jaa rahaa thaa| samgeetaadidee ke liye mai usakaa naTakhaT ChoTaa bhaaI thaa| vo mujhe hameshaa ChoTaa baccaa hee samajhatee thee aur pahalese mere saamane hee kapaDe vagairaa badalatee thee| pahale mujhe us baare mem kabhee kuCha lagataa nahee thaa aur mai kabhee usakee taraph dhyaana bhee nahee detaa thaa| lekeen jaba se mere mana mem usake prati kaama vaasanaa jaag uThee taba se vo meree baDee bahen naa rahake meree 'kaamadevee' ban gayee thee| ab jab vo mere saamane kapaDe badalatee thee tab mai use cupake se kaamook nigaaha se dekhataa thaa aur usake adhanamge badan ko dekhane ke liye ChaTapaTaataa thaa| jab vo mere saamane kapaDe badalatee thee tab mai usake saath kuCha naa kuCha bolataa rahataa thaa jisakee vajaha se bolate vakt mai usakee taraph dekh sakataa thaa aur usakee breseeyara mem kasee gadaraaI Chaatee ko dekhataa thaa| kabhee kabhee vo mujhe usakee peeThapar apane Dres kee jheep lagaane ke liye kahatee thee to kabhee apane blaaUja ke baTan lagaane ke liye bolatee thee| usakee jheep yaa baTan lagaate vakt usakee khulee peeThapar mujhe usakee breseeyara kee paTTiyaam dikhatee thee| kabhee salavaar yaa peTeekoT pahanate vakt mujhe samgeetaadidee kee pa~MTeeja dikhatee thee to kabhee kabhee pa~MTeeja mem bhare huye usake cutaD dikhaaI dete the| usake dhyaana mem ye kabhee nahee aayaa ke usakaa ChoTaa bhaaI usakee taraph gamdee nigaaha se dekh rahaa hai| didee kee breseeyar aur pa~MTeeja mujhe ghara mem kahee najar aaI to unhe dekhakar mai kaaphee uttejeet ho jaataa thaa| ye vahee kapaDe hai jisa mem mere bahena kee gadaraaI Chaatee aur pyaaree coot Chupee hotee hai is khayaala se mai divaanaa ho jaataa thaa| kabhee kabhee mujhe lagataa thaa ke mai breseeyar yaa pa~MTeej hotaa to caubees ghamTe meree bahen kee Chaatee yaa coot ko cipaka ke raha sakataa thaa| jab jab mujhe maukaa milataa thaa tab tab mai samgeetaadidee kee breseeyar aur pa~MTeej cupake se lekar usake saath mooTh maarataa thaa| mai usakee pa~MTeej mere lamDapar ghisataa thaa aur usakee breseeyar ko apane mumhapar rakhakar usake kap cusataa thaa| jab mai usakee pahanee huI pa~MTeeja ko mumha mem bharakar cusataa thaa tab mai kaama vaasanaa se paagal ho jaataa thaa| us pa~MTeeja par jahaam usakee coot lagatee thee vahaam par usakee coota kaa ras lagaa rahataa thaa aur usakaa swaad kuCh alaga hee thaa| mere kaDe lamDapar usakee pa~MTeeja ghisate ghisate mai kalpanaa karataa thaa ke mai apanee bahena ko cod rahaa hoom aur phir usakee pa~MTeejapar mai apane virya kaa paanee ChoDakar use gilaa karataa thaa| samgeetaadidee ke naajook amgo ko Choo lene se mai vaasanaa se paagal ho jaataa thaa aur use Coone kaa koI bhee maukaa mai ChoDataa nahee thaa| hamaaraa ghar ChoTaa thaa isaliye hama saba ek saatha haa~mla mem sote the aur mai samgeetaadidee ke baajoo mem sotaa thaa| aadhee raat ke baad jab sab log gaharee neemda mem hote the tab mai samgeetaadidee ke najadeek sarakataa thaa aur har taraha kee hosheeyaaree barataate mai use dheere se lipaT jaataa thaa aur usake badana kee garamee ko mahasoos karataa thaa| usake baDe baDe Chaatee ke ubhaaro ko halake se Coo letaa thaa| usake cutaDa ko jee bhara ke haat lagaataa thaa aur unake bhaareepan kaa amdaajaa letaa thaa| usakee jaamgho ko mai Chootaa thaa to kabhee kabhee usakee coota ko kapaDe ke uppara se Chootaa thaa| mere mana mem meree bahen ke baare mem jo kaama laalasaa thee usa baare mem mere maataa, pitaa ko kabhee kuCh maalooma nahee huvaa| unhe kyaa? khud samgeetaadidee ko bhee mere asalee khayaalaat kaa kabhee pataa na calaa ke mai usake baare mem kyaa socataa hoom| mere asalee khayaalaat ke baare mem kisee ko pataa na cale isakee mai hameshaa khabaradaaree letaa thaa| mere mana mem samgeetaadidee ke baare mem kaama vaasanaa thee aur mai hameshaa usako codane ke sapane dekhataa thaa lekeen mujhe maalooma thaa ke hakikata mem ye naamunakeen hai| meree bahena ko codanaa yaa usake saath koI naajaayaj kaama sambamdh banaanaa ye mahaj ek sapanaa hee hai aur vo hakeekata mem kabhee puraa ho nahee sakataa ye mujhe acChee taraha se maalooma thaa| isaliye use pataa cale beenaa jitanaa ho sake utanaa mai usake naajooka amgo ko Chookar yaa cupake se dekhakar aanamd letaa thaa aur use codane ke sirph sapane dekhataa thaa| jab samgeetaadidee 25 saala kee ho gayee tab usakee shaadee ke liye laDake dekhanaa mere maataa, pitaa ne caaloo kiyaa| hamaare rishtedaaro mem se ek 34 saala ke laDake kaa rishtaa usake liye aayaa| laDakaa punaa mem rahataa thaa| usake maataa, pitaa nahee the| usakee ek baDee bahen thee jisakee shaadee huI thee aur usakaa sasooraal punaa mem hee thaa| alag plaa~mTapar laDake kaa khuda kaa makaan thaa| usakaa khuda kaa raashan kaa dukaan thaa jise vo mehanat kara ke calaa rahaa thaa| samgeetaadideene beenaa kisee aitaraaja se yaha rishtaa mamjoor kar liyaa| lekeen mujhe is laDake kaa rishtaa pasamd nahee thaa| samgeetaadidee ke liye ye laDakaa Thik nahee hai aisaa mujhe lagataa thaa aur usakee do vajaha thee| ek vajaha ye thee ke laDakaa 34 saala kaa thaa yaane samgeetaadidee se kaaphee baDaa thaa| shaadee nahee huI isaliye use laDakaa kahanaa caahiye nahee to vo acChaa khaasaa adheD uMra jaisaa aadamee thaa| isaliye vo meree javaan bahen ko kitanaa sukhee rakha sakataa hai isa baare mem mujhe aashamkaa thee| aur unakee uMra ke jyaadaa pharaka kee vajaha se unake khayaalaat milemge ke naahee isa baare mem bhee mujhe aashamkaa thee| sirph usakaa khuda kaa makaan aur dukaan hai isaliye shaayad samgeetaadideene usake liye haa kar dee thee| dusaree vajaha ye thee ke usake saath shaadee ho gayee to meree bahen mujhase door jaane vaalee thee| usane agar mumbaI kaa laDakaa pasamd kiyaa hotaa to shaadee ke baad vo mumbaI mem hee rahatee thee aur mujhe use hameshaa milanaa aasaan hotaa thaa| lekeen meree bahen kee shaadee ke baare mem mai kuCh kar nahee sakataa thaa, naa to mere haath mem kuCh bhee thaa| dekhate hee dekhate usakee shaadee us laDake se ho gayee aur vo apane sasuraala, punaa mem calee gayee| usakee shaadee se mai khoosh nahee thaa lekeen mujhe maalooma thaa ke ek naa ek din ye hone hee vaalaa thaa| usakee shaadee hokar vo apane sasuraal jaane hee vaalee thee, caahe usakaa sasuraal punaa mem ho yaa mumbaI mem| yaane meree bahen mujhase biChaDane vaalee to thee hee aur mujhe usake beenaa jeenaa to thaa hee| samgeetaadidee ke jaane ke baad mai usake javaan badan ko yaad kara ke aur usakee kuCh puraanee breseeyar aur pa~MTeej hamaare alamaaree mem paDee thee, usakaa istemaala kara ke mai mooTh maarataa thaa aur meree kaama vaasanaa shaamt karataa thaa| didee hameshaa tyohaar ke liye yaa kisee khaas din kee vajaha se maayake yaane hamaare ghar aatee thee aur caar aaTh din rahatee thee| jab vo aatee thee tab mai jyaadaa tar usake aaju baajoo mem rahataa thaa| mai usake saath rahataa thaa, usake saath baatem karataa rahataa thaa| gaye dino mem kyaa kyaa, kaise kaise huvaa ye mai use bataataa rahataa aur usake saath hamsee majaak karataa thaa| is taraha se mai usake saath rahake usako kaama vaasanaa se nihaarataa rahataa thaa aur usake gadaraaye badana kaa sparshasukha letaa thaa| shaadee ke baad samgeetaadidee kuCh jyaadaa hee sumdar, suDaul aur maadak dikhane lagee thee| usakee breseeyar, pa~MTeej cupake se lekar mai aba bhee mooTh maarataa thaa| usakee breseeyar aur pa~MTeej ceka karane ke baad mujhe pataa calaa ke unakaa nambar badal gayaa thaa| isakaa matalab ye thaa ke shaadee ke baad vo badana se aur bhee bhar gayee thee| agar bahot dino se samgeetaadidee maayake nahee aaI to mai use milane punaa jaataa thaa| mai agar usake ghar jaataa to do caar din yaa to ek haphtaa vahaam rahataa thaa| usake patee dinabhar dukaanapar rahate the| khaanaa khaane ke liye vo dopahara ko ek ghamTe ke liye ghar aate the aur phir baada mem seedhaa raat ko das baje ghar aate the| dinabhar samgeetaadidee ghara mem akele hee rahatee thee| jab mai usake ghara jaataa thaa to sadaa usake aasapaas rahataa thaa| bhale hee mai usake saath baatem karataa rahataa thaa yaa use kisee kaama mem madat karataa rahataa thaa lekeen asala mem mai usake gadaraaye amgo ke uThaan aur gaharaaIyom kaa usakee saaDee aur blaauja ke uppara se jaayajaa letaa thaa| aur idhara se udhar aate jaate usake badan ko anajaane mem ho rahe sparsh kaa majaa letaa thaa| usake kabhee dhyaana mem hee nahee aaI meree kaama vaasanaa bharee najar yaa vaasanaa bhare sparsh! usane sapane mem bhee kabhee kalpanaa kee nahee hogee ke usake sage ChoTaa bhaaI ke mana mem usake liye kaama laalasaa hai| shaadee ke baad ek saala mem samgeetaadidee garbhavatee ho gayee| saatave mahine mem Dileevaree ke liye vo hamaare ghar aaI aur navave mahine mem use laDakaa huvaa| baada mem do mahine ke baad vo bacce ke saath sasuraal calee gayee| baada mem teen caar saal aise hee gujar gaye aur us dauraan vo vaapas garbhavatee nahee rahee| vo aur usakaa patee shaayad apane ek hee laDake se khoosh the isaliye unhone dusare bacce ke baare mem socaa nahee| is dauraan maine meree skoola aur kaa~mleja kee paDhaaI khatm kee aur mai ek praayavheT kampanee mem naukaree karane lagaa| kaa~mleja ke dino mem kaI laDakeeyom se meree dostee thee aur do teen laDakeeyom ke saath alag alag samay par mere prema sambamdha bhee the| ek do laDakeeyom ko to maine codaa bhee thaa aur unake saath seksa kee majaa bhee luTa lee thee| lekeen phir bhee mai apanee bahena kee yaad mem kaama vyaakool hotaa thaa aur MooTh maarataa thaa| samgeetaadidee ke baare mem kaama bhaavanaa aur kaama laalasaa mere mana mem hameshaa se thee| mere mana ke ek kone ke amdar ek aashaa hameshaa se rahatee thee ke ek dina kuCh camatkaar hogaa aur mujhe meree bahen ko codane ko milegaa| mai jaise jaise baDaa aur samajhadaar hote jaa rahaa thaa vaise vaise samgeetaadidee mere se aur bhee dil khola ke baate karane lagee thee aur mujhase usakaa vyavahaar aur bhee jyaadaa dostaanaa saa ho gayaa thaa| hama dosto kee taraha kisee bhee viShayapar kuCha bhee baate karate the yaa gapashap lagaate the| aama taur pe bhaaI-bahen laimgeek bhaavanaa yaa kaamajeevan jaise viShayapar baate nahee karate hai lekeen hama dono dheere dheere us viShayapar bhee baate karane lage| haalaakee maine samgeetaadidee ko kabhee nahee bataayaa ke mere mana mem usake liye kaama vaasanaa hai vagairaa| yahaa tak ke mere kaa~mleja laaIpha ke premasambamdh yaa seksalaaIph ke baare mem bhee maine use kuCh nahee bataayaa| usakee yahee kalpanaa thee ke seksa ke baare mem mujhe sirph kahee sunee baate aur kitaabee baate maalooma hai| vakt gujar rahaa thaa aur mai 22 saala kaa ho gayaa thaa| samgeetaadidee bhee 30 saala kee ho gayee thee| samgeetaadidee kee uMr baDh rahee thee lekeen usake gadaraaye badana mem kuCh badalaav nahee aayaa thaa| mujhe to vakt ke saath vo jyaadaa hee haseen aur javaan hotee najar aa rahee thee| kabhee kabhee mujhe usake patee se irShaa hotee thee ke vo kitanaa naseebavaalaa hai jo use samgeetaadidee jaisee haseen aur javaan bivee milee hai| lekeen asaleeyat to kuCh aur hee thee| mujhe samgeetaadidee ke kahane se maalooma paDaa ke vo apane shaadeeshudaa jimdagee se khoosh nahee hai| usake vayaskar patee ke saath usakaa kaamajeevana bhee aanamdadaayak nahee hai| shaadee ke baad shuroo shuroo mem usake patee ne use bahot pyaar diyaa| usee dauraan vo garbhavatee rahee aur unhe laDakaa huvaa| lekeen baada mem vo apane bacce mem vyast hotee gayee aur usake patee apane dhamde mem ulajhate gaye| isa vajaha se unake kaamajeevana mem ek daraara see paD gayee thee jise miTaane kee kosheesh usake patee nahee kar rahe the| eka dusare se samajhautaa aur kartavy yahee unakaa jeevan ban rahaa thaa aur dheere dheere samgeetaadidee ko aise jeevan kee aadat hote jaa rahee thee| dikhane mem to unakaa vaivaaheek jeevan aadarsh lag rahaa thaa lekeen amdara kee baat ye thee ke samgeetaadidee usase khoosh nahee thee| bhale hee mere mana mem samgeetaadidee ke baare mem kaama bhaavanaa thee lekeen aakheer mai usakaa sagaa bhaaI thaa isaliye mujhe usakee haalata se dukh hotaa thaa aur usakee maanasikataa par mujhe taras aataa thaa| isaliye mai use hameshaa tasallee detaa thaa aur usakee aashaayem baDhaate rahataa thaa| use alag alag joks, cuTakule aur majedaar baate bataate rahataa thaa| mai hameshaa use hamsaane kee kosheesh karataa rahataa thaa aur usakaa mooD hameshaa aanamdadaayak aur prasann rahe is kosheesh mem rahataa thaa| jab vo hamaare ghar aatee thee yaa phir mai usake ghar jaataa thaa, tab mai use baahar ghumaane le jaayaa karataa thaa| kabhee shaa~mpeemg ke liye to kabhee sinemaa dekhane ke liye to phir kabhee hama aise hee ghumane jaayaa karate the| kaI baar mai use acChe resTaa~mramTa mem khaanaa khaane leke jaayaa karataa thaa| samgeetaadidee ke pasamdeedaa aur use khoosh karane vaalee har vo baat mai karataa thaa, jo asal mem usake patee ne karanee caahiye thee| ek din mai aa~mpheesa se ghar aayaa to maa~M ne bataayaa ke samgeetaadidee kaa phon aayaa thaa aur use divaalee ke liye hamaare ghar aanaa hai| hameshaa kee taraha usake patee ko apane dukaana se phurasat nahee thee use hamaare ghar laa ke ChoDane kee isaliye samgeetaadidee puCha rahee thee ke mujhe vakt hai kyaa, jaa ke use laane ke liye| samgeetaadidee ko laane ke liye usake ghar jaane kee kalpanaa se mai uttejeet huvaa| caar mahine pahile mai usake ghar gayaa thaa tab kyaa kyaa huvaa ye mujhe yaad aayaa| dinabhar samgeetaadidee ke patee apanee dukaanapar rahate the aur dopahara ke vakt usakaa laDakaa narsaree skoola mem jaayaa karataa thaa| isaliye jyaadaa tar vakt didee aur mai ghara mem akele rahate the aur mai use binaa jijhak niharate rahataa thaa| kaama karate vakt didee apanee saaDee aur Chaatee ke palloo ke baare mem thoDee bephikar rahatee thee jisase mujhe usake Chaatee ke ubhaaro kee gaharaaIyaam acChee taraha se dekhane ko milatee thee| pharshapar poChaa maarate vakt yaa to kapaDe dhote vakt vo apanee saaDee uppar kara ke baiThatee thee tab mujhe usakee suDaul Taamge aur jaamgh dekhane ko milatee thee| dopahara ke khaane ke baad usake patee nikal jaate the aur mai haa~mla mem baiThakar Tivhee dekhate rahataa thaa| baada mem apanaa kaama khatama kara ke samgeetaadidee baahar aatee thee aur mere baajoo mem divaanapar baiThatee thee| hama dono Tivhee dekhate dekhate baate karate rahate the| dopahara ko didee hameshaa sotee thee isaliye thoDe samaya baad vo vahee pe divaanapar so jaatee thee| jab vo gaharee neemda mem so jaatee thee tab mai beenaa jijhak use baDe gaura se dekhataa aur nihaarataa rahataa thaa| agar munakeen hogaa to mai usake Chaatee ke uppar kaa palloo saavadhaanee se thoDaa sarakaataa thaa aur usake ubhaarom kee saamso ke taalapar ho rahee halacal ko dekhate rahataa thaa| aur usakaa seedhaa, cikanaa peT, gola, gaharee naabhee aur lacakadaar kamara ko vaasanaabharee aamkho se dekhate rahataa thaa| kabhee kabhee to mai usakee saaDee uppar karane kee kosheesh karataa thaa lekeen usake liye mujhe kaaphee saavadhaanee baratanee paDatee thee aur mai sirph ghuTane tak usakee saaDee uppar kar sakataa thaa| unake ghara mem bamd rooma jaisaa baatharooma nahee thaa balkee kican ke ek kone mem nahaane kee jagaha thee| do baajoo mem kone kee divaar, saamane se vo jagaha khulee thee aur ek baajoo mem caar phooT umcee ek ChoTee divaar thee| samgeetaadidee subaha jaldee nahaatee nahee thee| subaha ke sabhee kaama nipaTaane ke baad aur usake patee dukaana mem jaane ke baad vo aaraama se aaTh nau ke daraMyaan nahaane jaatee thee| usakaa laDakaa sotaa rahataa thaa aur dasa baje se pahale uThataa nahee thaa| mai bhee sone kaa naaTaka karataa rahataa thaa| nahaane ke liye baiThane se pahale samgeetaadidee kican kaa daravaajaa bamd kar letee thee| mai jis rooma mem sotaa thaa vo kicana ko laga ke thee| mai samgeetaadidee ke halacala kaa jaayajaa lete rahataa thaa aur jaise hee nahaane ke liye vo kicana kaa daravaajaa bamd kar letee thee vaise hee mai uThakar cupake se baahar aataa thaa| kican kaa daravaajaa puraane sTaaIla kaa thaa yaane usa mem varTeekal ga~mpa thee| vaise to vo ga~mpa bamd thee lekeen maine gaura se ceka karake maalooma kar liyaa thaa ke ek do jagaha us ga~mpa mem daraar thee jisamem se amdara kaa kuCha bhaag dikh sakataa thaa| nahaane kee jagaha daravaaje ke bilakoola saamane caar paac phooTa par thee| dabe paamva se mai kicana ke daravaaje mem jaataa thaa aur us daraara ko aamkh lagaataa thaa| mujhe dikhaaI detaa thaa ke amdar samgeetaadidee saaDee nikaala rahee thee| baada mem blaauja aur peTeekoT nikaalakar vo breseeyar aur pa~MTeeja pahane nahaane kee jagaha par jaatee thee| phir garama paanee mem use caahiye utanaa ThamDaa paanee milaake vo nahaane kaa paanee tayaar karatee thee| phir breseeyar, pa~MTeej nikaalakar vo nahaane baiThatee thee| nahaane ke baad vo khaDee rahatee thee aur Taa~mvel le ke apanaa gilaa badan paumChatee thee| phir dusaree breseeyar, pa~MTeeja pahana ke vo baahar aatee thee| aur phir peTeekoT, blaaUj pahane ke vo saaDee pahan letee thee| puraa samay mai kican ke daravaaje ke daraara se samgeetaadidee kee harakate cupake se dekhataa rahataa thaa| us daraara se itanaa sab kuCha saaph saaph dikhaaI nahee detaa thaa lekeen jo kuCh dikhataa thaa vo mujhe uttejeet karane ke liye aur meree kaama vaasanaa bhaDakaane ke liye kaaphee hotaa thaa| vo sab baatem mujhe yaad aaI aur samgeetaadidee ko laane ke liye mai ek pair par jaane ke liye tayaar ho gayaa| mujhe TaaIMa nahee hotaa to bhee mai TaaIma nikaalataa thaa| dusare din aa~mphees jaa ke maine iMarajamsee liv Daala dee aur tisare din subaha mai punaa jaanevaalee basa mem baiTh gayaa| dopahar tak mai samgeetaadidee ke ghar pahumca gayaa| maine jaan bujhakar samgeetaadidee ko khabar nahee dee thee ke mai use lene aa rahaa hum kyomkee mujhe use sarapraaIja karanaa thaa| usane daravaajaa kholaa aur mujhe dekhate hee aashcarya se vo cimkh paDee aur khushee ke maare usane mujhe baaho mem bhar liyaa| isakaa puraa phaayadaa le ke maine bhee use jor se baaho mem bhar liyaa jisase usake Chaatee ke bhare huye ubhaar meree Chaatee par dab gaye| baada mem usane mujhe ghar ke amdar liyaa aur divaanapar biThaa diyaa| mujhe baiThane ke liye kahakar samgeetaadidee amdar gaI aur mere liye paanee lekar aaI| utane hee samaya mem maine use nihaar liyaa aur mere dhyaan mem aayaa ke vo dopahara kee neemd le rahee thee isaliye usakee saaDee aur palloo astavyast ho gayaa thaa| mujhe rila~mks hone ke liye kahakar vo amdar gayee aur mumha vagairaa dhoke, phresh hokar vo baahar aaI| hamane gapashapa lagaanaa caaloo kiyaa aur mai use gaye dino ke haal havaal ke baare mem bataane lagaa| baate karate karate mere saamane khaDee rahakar samgeetaadideene apanee saaDee nikaala dee aur vo use phira se acChee taraha pahanane lagee| mai usake saath baate kar rahaa thaa lekeen cupake se mai usako nihaara bhee rahaa thaa| samgeetaadideene saaDee nikaalane ke baad sabase pahale meree najar agar kahaam gaI to vo usake blaaUja mem kasakar bhare huye Chaatee ke ubhaarapar| yaa to usakaa blaaUja TaaIT thaa yaa phir usake Chaatee ke ubhaar baDe ho gaye the kyomkee blaaUja usake ubhaarom par isa kadar TaaIT baiThaa thaa ke blaaUja ke do baTano ke beec mem ga~mpa paD gayee thee, jisamem se usakee kaalee breseeyar aur gore gore ramga ke ubhaaro kee jhalakeeyaam najar aa rahee thee| saral cikane peTapar usakee gol naabhee aura bhee gaharee maalooma paD rahee thee| usane pahanaa huvaa peTeekoT usake gubbaare jaise cutaDapar kasa ke baiThaa thaa| maa~M kasama!.... kyaa seksee ho gayee thee meree bahen!! saaDee kaa palloo apane kamdhepar lekar samgeetaadideene saaDee pahan lee aur phir kamgee lekar vo baal sudhaarane lagee| hamaloga aba bhee baatem kar rahe the aur beec beec mem vo mujhe kuCh puChatee thee aur mai usako javaab detaa thaa| alamaaree ke aaIne mem dekhakar vo kamgee kar rahee thee jisase mujhe use saaIDa se nihaarane ko mil rahaa thaa| jab jab vo haat uppar kara ke baalo mem kamgee ghumaatee thee tab tab usakee gadaraaI Chaatee uppar neece hilatee najar aa rahee thee| meraa lamD to ekadama TaaIT ho gayaa apanee bahen kee halacal dekhakar| baada mem shaama tak mai samgeetaadidee se baate karate karate usake aajubaajoo mem hee thaa aur vo ghareloo kaamo mem vyast yahaam vahaam ghooma rahee thee| maine use apane bhaamje ke baare mem puChaa ke vo kaba narsaree skoola se vaapas aayegaa to usane kahaam ke usakaa skoola to divaalee kee ChuTTeeyom ke liye bamd ho gayaa thaa aur paraso hee usakee nanad aaI thee aur use apane ghar rahane ke liye le ke gayee thee, ek do haphte ke liye| maine use puChaa ke ek do haphte usakaa beTaa kaise usase door rahegaa to vo bolee usakee nanad ke baccom ke saath vo acChee taraha se ghulameel jaataa hai aur kaI baar unake ghar vo rahaa hai| us din bhee usane nanad ke saath jaane kee jid kar lee isaliye vo use lekar gayee| aur isee vajaha se samgeetaadideene hamaaree maa~M ko phona kara ke bataayaa ke use divaalee ke liye hamaare ghar aanaa hai kyomkee dinabhar ghara mem akelee baiThakar vo boar ho jaatee hai| maine use puChaa ke vo mumbaI jaane ke baad usake patee ke khaane kaa kyaa hogaa to vo bolee usakaa koI Temshan nahee hai aur vo baahar hoTala mem khaa lemge| sac baat to ye thee kee use maayake jaane ke baare mem usake patee ne hee sujhaav diyaa thaa aur vo jhaTa se tayaar ho gayee thee| maine use kahaa ke mujhe mere bhaamje ko milanaa hai to usane kahaa ke kal hama usake nanad ke ghar jaayemge use milane ke liye| raat ko samgeetaadidee ke patee aaye aur mujhe dekhakar unhe bhee aanamd huvaa| hamane yahaam vahaam kee baate kee aur unhone mere jaa~mba ke baare mem aur mere maataa, pitaa ke baare mem puChaa| unhone mujhe do din rahane ko kahaa aur phir baad mem samgeetaadidee ko aaTh din ke liye hamaare ghar le jaane ke liye kahaa| maine unhe Thik hai kahaa| dusare din dopahar ko samgeetaadidee aur mai usakee nanad ke ghar jaane ke liye tayaar ho rahe the| samgeetaadideene hameshaa kee taraha binaa samkoc mere saamane kapaDe badal liye aur maine bhee meree aadat kee taraha usake adh namge badana kaa cupake se darshan liyaa| bahot dino ke baad maine meree bahen ko breseeyara mem dekhaa| upha!! kitanee baDee baDee lag rahee thee usakee cuceeyaam! dekhate hee meraa lamD uThane lagaa aur mere mana mem jamgalee khayaal aane lage ke Tarrase usakee breseeyar phaaDa doom aur usakee bharee huI cuceeyaam kasa ke dabaa doom| lekeen meree gaamD mem utanaa dama nahee thaa| baada mem tayaar hokar hama basa se usake nanad ke ghar gaye aur mere bhaamje yaane meree bahen ke laDake ko hama vahaam mile| apane maamaa ko dekhakar vo khoosh ho gayaa| hama maamaa-bhaamje kaaphee der tak khelate rahe| maine jab use puChaa ke apane daadaa, daadee ko milane vo hamaare ghar aayegaa kyaa to usane 'nahee' kahaa| usake javaab se hama sab hams paDe| dideene use bataayaa ke vo aaTh dina ke liye mumbaI jaa rahee hai aur use apane aamTee ke saath hee rahanaa hai to vo hamsa ke tayaar ho gayaa| baada mem mai aur didee basa se usake patee kee dukaanapar gaye| ekhaad ghamTaa hamalog vahaam par ruke aur phir vaapas ghar aaye| basa mem caDhate, utarate aur bheeDa mem khaDe rahate maine apanee bahen ke maamsal badana kaa bharapoor sparshasookh liyaa| ghar aane ke baad vaapas samgeetaadidee kaa kapaDe badalane kaa prograama ho gayaa aur vaphaadaar darshaka kee taraha maine vaapas use kaamooka najara se cupake se nihaar liyaa| jaba se mai apanee bahen ke ghara aayaa thaa tab se mai kaamook najarase usakaa vastraharaN karake use namgaa kara rahaa thaa aur use codane ke sapane dekh rahaa thaa| mujhe maalooma thaa ke ye munakeen nahee hai lekeen yahee meraa sapanaa thaa, meraa TaaImapaas thaa, meraa mooTh maarane kaa saadhan thaa| dusare din dopahar ko mai haa~mla mem baiThakar Tivhee dekha rahaa thaa| samgeetaadidee mere baajoo mem baiThakar kuCha kapaDo ko see rahee thee| hamalog Tivhee dekha rahe the aur baate bhee kara rahe the| mai rimoT kamTrola se eka ke baad ek Tivhee ke ca~mnel badal rahaa thaa kyomkee dopahara ke vakt koI bhee prograama mujhe imTaresTeemg nahee lag rahaa thaa| aakheer mai ek maraaThee ca~mnelapar rook gayaa jisapar a~mDa cal rahee thee| rimoT baajoo mem rakhakar maine socaa ke a~mD khatm hone ke baad jo bhee prograama us ca~mnelapar cal rahaa hogaa vo mai dekhoomgaa| a~mD khatm ho gayee aur prograama caaloo ho gayaa| us prograama mem vo mumbaI ke najadeekee hil sTeshana ke baare mem imphaa~mrmeshan de rahe the| pahale unhone mahaabaleshwar ke baare mem bataayaa| phir vo khamDaalaa ke baare mem bataane lage| khamDaalaa ke baare mem bataate vakt vo khamDaalaa ke harebhare pahaaD, paanee ke jharane aur prakRutee se bharapoor alaga alaga lubhaavanee jagaha ke baare mem vhiDeeo klips dikhaa rahe the| skoola ke bacco kee Trip, aa~mpheesake groops, premee yugal aur nayee shaadeeshudaa joDee aise sabhee log khamDaalaa jaa ke kaise majaa karate hai yaha vo Daa~mkyumemTaree mem dikhaa rahe the| "kitanee sumdar jagaha hai naa khamDaalaa!" samgeetaadideene Tivhee kee taraph dekhakar kahaa| "haam! bahot hee sumdar hai! mai gayaa hoom vahaam ek do baar" maine javaab diyaa| "sac? kisake saath, saagar?" samgeetaadideene laaDa se mujhe puChaa| "ek baar mere kaa~mleja ke groopa ke saath aur dusaree baar hamaare sosaayaTee ke laDakom ke saath|" "tuMhe to maalooma hai, saagar..." samgeetaadideene dukhee swara mem kahaa, "apanee punaa-mumbaI bas khamDaalaa se hokar hee jaatee hai aur jab jab mai basa se vahaa se gujaratee hoom tab tab mere mana mem 'icChaa' paidaa hotee hai kee kab mai yaha manamohak jagaha dekh paaUmgee|" "kyaa kaha rahee ho, didee?" maine aashcaryase use puChaa, "tumane abhee tak khamDaalaa nahee dekhaa hai?" "nahee re, saagar..... meraa itanaa naseeba kahaam!" "kamaal hai, didee! tooma abhee tak vahaam gayee nahee hom? punaa se to khamDaalaa bahota hee najadeek hai aur jijoo tuMhe ek baar bhee vahaa nahee leke gaye? aay kaamT bileevh dhees, didee!" "yu bileevh aa~mra naa~mT! lekeen mai sac kaha rahee hoom| tuMhaare jijoo ke paas TaaIM bhee hai kyaa mere liye?" samgeetaadideene naaraajagee se kahaa| "oha! kama aa~mn, didee! tooma unhe puCho to sahee| ho sakataa hai vo kaama se phoorasat nikaalakar tuMhe le jaaye khamDaalaa|" "maine bahot baar unhe puChaa hai, saagar..." samgeetaadideene shikaayat bhare swara mem kahaa, "lekeen har vakt vo dukaana kee vajaha bataakar nahee kahate hai| tuMhe bataaUm, saagar? tuMhaare jijoo naa... roma~MTeeka hee nahee hai| ab tuMhe kyaa bataaUm? shaadee ke baad hama dono haneemoona ke liye bhee kahee nahee gaye the| unhe roma~MTeek jagahapar jaanaa pasamd nahee hai| unakaa kahanaa hai ke aisee jagaha par jaanaa yaane vakt aur paisaa dono barabaad karanaa hai|" mujhe to pahale se shak thaa ke mere jijoo vayask the isaliye unhe romaams mem imTaresT nahee hogaa| aur unase ekadama vipareet, samgeetaadidee bahot roma~MTeek thee| samgeetaadidee ke kahane par mujhe bahot dukh huvaa aur taras aakar maine use kahaam, "didee! agar tuMhe koI aitaraaj naa ho to mai tuMhe le jaa sakataa hoom khamDaalaa|" "sac, saagar??" samgeetaadideene phurtee se kahaa aur agale hee pal vo maayoos hokar bolee, "kaash! tuMhaare jijoo ne aisaa kahaa hotaa? kyomkee aisee roma~MTeek jagaha par apane jeevanasaathee ke saath jaane mem hee majaa hotee hai| bhaaI aur bahen ke saath jaane mem nahee...|" "kaun kahataa hai aisaa??" maine uChalakar kahaa, "suno, didee! jab tak hama eka dusare ke saath kampharTebal hai aur vaisee roma~MTeek jagaha kaa aanamd le rahe hai to hama bhaaI-bahen hai isase kyaa pharak paDataa hai? aur vaise bhee hama dono mem bhaaI-bahen ke naate se jyaadaa dostee kaa naataa hai| hama to bilakool dosto jaise rahate hai.... hai ke nahee, didee?" "haam re mere bhaaI... mere dost!!" samgeetaadideene khoosh hokar kahaa, "lekeen phir bhee mujhe aisaa lagataa hai ke mere patee ke saath aisee jagaha jaanaa hee uceet hai|" "to phir mujhe nahee lagataa ke tooma kabhee khamDaalaa dekha sakogee, didee| kyomkee jijoo ko to kabhee phoorasata hee nahee milegee dukaana se|" "haam, saagar! ye bhee baat sahee hai tuMhaaree|... Thik hai!..... socemge aage kabhee khamDaalaa jaane ke baare mem|" "aage kyaa, didee! hama abhee jaa sakate hai khamDaalaa|" "abhee? kyaa paagal kee taraha baat kar rahe ho?" samgeetaadideene hairaanee se kahaa| "abhee yaane...... paraso hama mumbaI jaate vakt, didee!" maine hamsa ke javaab diyaa| "mumbaI jaate vakt??" samgeetaadidee soc mem paD gayee, "ye kaise munakeen hai, saagar?" "kyo nahee, didee?" mai utsaaha se use bataane lagaa, "socho! hama paraso subaha mumbaI jaa rahe hai apane ghar, baraabar? hama yahaam se thoDaa jaldee nikalemge aur khamDaalaa pahumcate hee vahaam utar jaayemge| phir vo din hama khamDaalaa ghumemge aur phir dusare din subaha kee basa se hama hamaare ghar jaayemge|" "vo to Thik hai... lekeen raat ko hama khamDaalaa mem kahaam rahemge?" samgeetaadidee aage puChaa| "kahaam yaane? hoTala mem, didee!" maine jhaTa se javaab diyaa| "hoTala mem??" samgeetaadidee soc mem paD gayee, "lekeen mai kyaa kahatee hoom... hama usee din raat ko mumbaI nahee jaa sakate kyaa?" "jaa sakate hai naa, didee! lekeen usase kuCh nahee hogaa sirph hamaaree bhaagadauD jyaadaa hogee| kyomkee hama puraa khamDaalaa ghumemge jisase raat to hogee hee| aur phir tooma to pahilee baar khamDaalaa dekhogee aur ghumogee to usa mem vakt to jaane hee vaalaa hai| aur ghuma ke tooma jaroor thak jaavogee aur tuMhe phir aaraama kee jaroorat paDegee| isaliye raat ko hamalog hoTala mem rukanaa hee Thik rahegaa|" "vaise tuMhaaree baat to Thik hai, saagar!" samgeetadidee ko meree baat Thik lagee aur vo bolee, "lekeen sirph itanaahee ke raat ko hoTala mem bhaaI ke saath rahanaa thoDaa ajeeba saa lagataa hai|" "oha, kama aa~mna, didee! hama ajanabee to nahee hai| aur hama bhaaI-bahen hai to kyaa huvaa, hama dosta bhee to hai| tuMhe jaraa bhee ajeeb nahee lagegaa vahaam| tooma sirph dekho, tuMhe bahot majaa aayegaa vahaam|" "haam! haam! mujhe maalooma hai vo.... mere pyaare bhaaI!!" aisaa kahake usane majaaka mem meraa gaala pakaDakar khimc liyaa aur mujhe aise usakaa gaal khimcanaa acChaa nahee lagataa| "II... didee!! tuMhe maalooma hai naa mujhe aise karanaa pasamd nahee| mai kyaa CoTaa hoom abhee? ab mai kaaphee baDaa ho gayaa hoom|" "o..ho, ho, ho!! tooma baDe ho gaye ho? tooma sirph badana se baDh gaye ho, saagar! lekeen apane is didee ke liye tooma ChoTe bhaaI hee rahoge..." aisaa kahakar usane mujhe baaho mem le liyaa, "nanhaasaa... ChoTaa... bhaaI! ekadama mere bacce jaisaa!" "oha, didee! tooma mujhe bahot bahot acChee lagatee ho| tooma hameshaa khoosh raho aisaa mujhe lagataa hai| aur usake liye mai kuCh bhee karane ko tayaar hoom" aisaa kahakar maine bhee use jor se aaleemgan diyaa| "mujhe maalooma hai vo, saagar! mujhe maalooma hai! mujhe bhee tooma bahot acChe lagate ho| tooma mere bhaaI ho isa baat kaa mujhe hameshaa phakr hotaa hai|" us samay agar mujhe kis ceej kaa ahesaas ho rahaa thaa to vo ceej thee mere seene par dabee huI, meree baDee bahen kee bharee huI Chaatee!! jaisaa hamane tay kiyaa thaa vaise tisare din subaha hama mumbaI jaane ke liye tayaar ho gaye| hame Thik taraha se jaane ke liye kaha ke aur yaatraa kee shubhakaamanaayem de ke samgeetaadidee ke patee hameshaa kee taraha apane dukaan cale gaye| sab kaama nipaTaane ke baad samgeetaadidee ne mujhe kahaa baahar jaakar agale nukkaDa se rikShaa le ke aav tab tak vo saaDee vagairaa pahana ke tayaar hotee hai| mai gayaa aur rikShaa lekar aayaa| rikShaavaale ko baahar rukaa ke mai amdar aayaa aur samgeetaadidee ko jaldee calane ke liye pukaarane lagaa| vo tayaar hokar baahar aayee aur use dekhakar mai hairaan raha gayaa| samgeetaadideene shiphaa~mna kee sumdar saaDee pahan lee thee| cehare par usane halakaasaa meka.ap kiyaa thaa| usane saaDee acChee khaasee lapeTa ke pahanee thee jisase usakaa amg aur amg khula ke dikh rahaa thaa| kool milaa ke vo bahot hee sumdar aur seksee lag rahee thee| "vaaU! ye saaDee tuMe kitanee acChee lag rahee hai, didee!... aur aaj tooma bahot sumdar dikha rahee ho, hameshaa se kaaphee alaga!" "kuCha bhee mata bol, saagar! ye saaDee to puraanee hai| aur maine hameshaa se kuCha bhee alag nahee kiyaa hai|" "mai jhuTh nahee bola rahaa hoom, didee! sacamooca tooma bahot aakarShak lag rahee ho| mujhe to vishwaasa hee nahee ho rahaa hai ke meree bahen itanee sek.... sumdar dikhatee hai....|" "oha.... yaane tuMhe kahanaa thaa ke seksee dikhatee hai.... hai naa, saagar?" samgeetaadideene sharaaratee amdaaja mem kahaa| "ham?? na.... nahee... yaane...!" mai use javaab dete dete haDabaDaa gayaa| "oha, kama aa~mna, saagar! agar tuMhe vaisaa lagataa hai to tooma kaha sakate ho| sharamaate kyo ho? tooma bhoola gaye ho kyaa, hama dost hai aur eka dusare se khulakar bolate hai?" "am... haam.... didee! hama dono dost hai" maine kahaam, "vo... mai.... jaraa.... jaane do..... lekeen sacamooc aaj tooma seksee dikhatee ho|" "oha.. tha~Mks, bradar!" samgeetaadideene khoosh hokar kahaa, "tuMhe sacamooc lagataa hai ke mai seksee dikhatee hoom? tuMhaare jijoo kaa to meree taraph dhyaana hee nahee hotaa hai|" "jijoom kaa to mujhe kuCha maalooma nahee, didee.... lekeen agar mujhase puChogee to mai kahumgaa ke tooma apsaraa jaisee lagatee ho|" "oha! sTaa~mpa da~mT, saagar! ab aur mujhe cane ke peDa par mat caDhaava|" "mai majaak nahee kar rahaa hoom, didee! mai agar jijoo kee jagaha hotaa to roj bhagavaan kaa shukreeyadaa karataa ke mujhe tuMhaare jaisee sumdar aur susheel patnee de dee isaliye| tuMhe sac bataaUm to mai hameshaa bhagavaana se praarthanaa karataa hoom ke meree shaadee samgeetaadidee jaise laDakee ke saath hone de|" "oha... sac, saagar??" samgeetaadideene mujhe aamkha maarate kahaa, "kabhee bataayaa nahee tune mujhe ye? tuMhe sacamooca mere jaisee laDakee ke saath shaadee karanee hai? kyaa mai tuMhaare liye laDakee DhumDh loo? mere jaisee..." "haam, didee! jaroor DhumDh lo.... ekadama tuMhaare jaisee honee caahiye!" "Thik hai, saagar! to phir ab bhagavaana se praarthanaa karanaa bamd kar de| mai tuMhaare liye laDakee DhumDh laaUmgee.... mere jaisee.... sumdar... aur susheel..." "aur seksee bhee..." maine use aamkh maarakar kahaa| "cal!.... naalaayak kahee kaa...." aisaa kahakar samgeetaadideene pyaara se mujhe halakaasaa caaTaa maaraa| meree bahen ke saath 'pyaaree' baate karate karate mai to bhool gayaa ke baahar rikShaavaalaa hamaaraa imtajaar kar rahaa hai| phir maine ba~mga uThaaye aur baahar nikalaa| samgeetaadideene ghar laa~mka kiyaa aur vo mere piChe aayee| hama dono phir rikShaa se bas sTa~mnD gaye| bas hame jaldee milee jo khamDaalaa rukatee thee| bas ke saphar mem puraa samay mai samgeetaadidee ko hasaam rahaa thaa, majevaalee baatem bataakar, joks bataakar| vo hasate rahatee thee aur mujhe kahatee thee ke mai bahot sharaaratee ho gayaa hoom| sac to ye thaa ke mai jaan bujhakar use hasaam rahaa thaa jisase usakaa mooD acChaa rahe aur vo mere saath aur ghulameela jaaye| saaDe das baje ke kareeb hamaaree bas khamDaalaa pahumc gayee| hama basa se utar gaye| mujhe ek hoTala maalooma thaa jo basa sTa~mnDa se thoDaa door thaa lekeen acChaa thaa| us hoTala mem mai pahale bhee raha cukaa thaa| basasTa~mnDa se vo hoTala door nahee thaa isaliye hama cala ke vahaam tak gaye| samgeetaadidee ko maine risepshan laaUmja mem baiThane ke liye kahaa aur mai risepshan kaaUmTara par gayaa| maine risepshaneesTa ko kahaa ke mujhe ek lakjharee ear kamDeeshan DabalabeD rooma caahiye| usane mujhe rooma kaa bhaaDaa vagairaa bataayaa| maine ek dina kaa bhaaDaa peD kiyaa aur hoTala rajisTar mem hamaaraa naama aur pataa likha diyaa| risepshaneesTane ek rooma baa~my ko bulaayaa aur hame hamaare rooma tak le jaane ke liye kahaa| us rooma baa~my ne hamaare ba~mga uThaaye aur hama log liphTa kee taraph cal diye| hama log sekamD phloara par hamaare rooma ke baahar pahumca gaye| us rooma baa~mya ne daravaajaa khola diyaa aur hamaare ba~mg vo amdar le gayaa| jaise koI sevak kisee mahaaraanee ke aage jhuk ke, haatha hilaa ke use amdar jaane kaa ishaaraa karataa hai vaise maine samgeetaadidee ko rooma ke amdar calane kaa ishaaraa kiyaa| meraa vaise karanaa use kaaphee manoramjak lagaa aur vo hasate hasate rooma ke amdar calee gayee| utane mem rooma baa~mya baahar aayaa| maine usake haath mem das rupaye thamaa diye aur phir mai rooma ke amdar gayaa| ye lakjharee rooma bahot hee sumdar thee| daravaaje se amdar aane ke baad ek pa~mseja thaa aur daaye baajoo mem baatharooma thaa| pa~mseja se aage aane ke baad mena rooma thee| rooma ke beeca mem Dabal beD thaa| ek baajoo mem Dreseemg Tebal thaa| kone mem ek cear thee| ear kamDeeshan kee vajaha se rooma thamDaa lag rahaa thaa| koola milaa ke vo rooma bahota hee acChee taraha se DekoreT kiyaa huvaa thaa| amdar aane ke baad samgeetaadidee hairaanagee se rooma ko nihaar rahee thee| usake aamkho kee camak aur cehare kaa khilataapan bataa rahaa thaa ke use rooma behad pasamd aayee thee| "kitanee khubasoorat rooma hai ye, saagar! mai pahilee baar aisee rooma dekh rahee hoom| isa rooma kaa bhaaDaa to thoDaa mahamgaa hee hogaa.... nahee?" aisaa kahate samgeetaadidee beDapar baiTh gayee| "haam!.... lekeen meree pyaaree bahena ke khooshee se to jyaadaa nahee hai!...." maine usakee naaka ko halake se pakaDakar sharaaratee amdaaja mem kahaa aur usake baajoo mem baiTh gayaa| "oha, riyalee?.... to phir bataa mujhe ke kitanaa bhaaDaa hai is rooma kaa jo tuMhaare bahen ke khooshee se kama jo hai?" usane bhee mere hee sharaaratee aavaaja mem kahaa| "jyaadaa nahee, didee... eka dina kaa sirph 1500 rupayaa!" "pamdharaasau??" samgeetaadidee takareeban cillaaI, "aur ye bhaaDaa jyaadaa nahee hai? tooma paagal to nahee ho gaye ho? kyaa ye saagar? itanaa mahamgaa rooma lene kee jaroorat thee kyaa? koI aama rooma bhee cala jaataa thaa|" "ye dekho, didee! tooma pahilee baar isa taraha ke roma~MTeek jagaha par aayee ho to yahaa bitaayaa huvaa har pal tuMhe jimdageebhar yaad rahanaa caahiye| aur usake liye tuMhe sabhee pharsT klaas cijom kaa aanamd lenaa caahiye aisaa mujhe lagataa hai| aur sahee maano mem meree laaDalee bahena ne ekadama kampharTebal aur rila~mks phil karanaa caahiye aisaa mujhe lagaa isaliye maine itanee mahamgee rooma le lee|" "oha, saagar! tooma kitanaa khayaal rakhate ho meraa..... tha~Mks, bradar!" aisaa kahakar samgeetaadideene mujhe baaho mem bhar liyaa| usake Chaatee ke uThaana mere Chaatee par dab gaye| to phir maine bhee use jora se aaleemgan diyaa| kuCha pal hama vaise hee eka dusare kee baaho mem rahe aur phir samgeetaadidee mujhase alag hote bolee, "saagar! tumane gaur kiyaa.... vo rooma baa~mya meree taraph baar baar cupake se dekh rahaa thaa? vo aise kyo dekh rahaa thaa?" "kyaa maalooma, didee!" maine use javaab diyaa aur sharaaratee amdaaja mem aage kahaa, "shaayad use lagaa hogaa ke hama shaadeeshudaa joDee hai aur vo tuMhaaree taraph naI dulhan ko dekhate hai vaise dekha rahaa hogaa|" "tooma to kuCha bhee bakate ho, saagar! hama dono kyaa shaadeeshudaa joDee jaise dikhate hai? mai kyaa naI dulhan lagatee hoom?" "ab ye dekho, didee! pahilee baat ye ke hama dono bhaaI-bahen hai ye kise pataa hai? hamaare maathe pe vaise likhaa hai kyaa? dusaree baat ye ke is hoTala mem aanevaalee joDee yaa to shaadeeshudaa hotee hai yaa to phir premeeyom kee joDee hotee hai| to shaayad us rooma baa~mya ko lagaa hogaa ke hamaaree vaisehee koI joDee hai|" "to phir hama dusare hoTala mem kyo nahee gaye jahaam aisee joDeeyaam nahee jaatee hai?" "vaisaa hoTala tuMhe khamDaalaa mem milegaa hee nahee, didee! kyomkee sabhee hoTala mem aisee joDeeyaam jaatee hai|" "acChaa! to ek baat bataa, saagar! to phir tumane hoTala ke rajisTara mem hamaare baare mem kyaa likhaa hai?" samgeetaadideene jaanakaaree ke liye puChaa| "maine naa.... rajisTara mem likhaa.... misTar a~mnD mises...!" maine cupake se use javaab diyaa| "kyaa???" samgeetaadidee ne cillate huye kahaa, "saagar..... mai kyaa tuMhaaree bivee lagatee hoom?? aur tooma kyaa mere patee lagate ho??" "kyo nahee, didee?...." mai hasate hasate use bataane lagaa, "aba dekho, didee! maanaa ke tooma mere se aaTh saal baDee ho lekeen tuMhaare uMra jitanee tooma baDee dikhatee nahee ho| aur mai bhee apane uMra se baDaa hee dikhataa hoom| isaliye hama dono patee-patnee joDee ke liye jaraa bhee aa~mD nahee lagate hai|" "haay raama! naalaayaka!" samgeetaadideene mujhe jhuTe gusse se caaTaa maarate kahaa, "tuMhe sharama nahee aatee khuda ko bahen kaa patee kahalaate huve? agar kisee ko maalooma paD gayaa to, hama bahen-bhaaI hai ye?" "kisa ko maalooma paDegaa, didee? jis vakt hama isa rooma se baahar nikalemge us pala se hama eka dusare ko bahen-bhaaI kahanaa bamd karemge| hama eka dusare ko apane naama se pukaaremge|" "tooma to... naa..... bahot hee smaarT ho, saagar....!" aisaa kahakar samgeetaadidee hasane lagee| "hasatee kyo ho, didee! agar sacamooca hame khamDaalaa jaisee jagaha kaa aanamd lenaa hai to hame bhulanaa paDegaa ke hama dono bhaaI-bahen hai| vaise bhee hama mem dostee kaa naataa jyaadaa hai to phir yahaam hama dosto jaise hee rahemge| tuMhe kyaa lagataa hai, didee?" "haa!.. haa!... haa!..." samgeetaadidee abhee bhee hams rahee thee aur hasate hasate usane javaab diyaa, "haam... maay Diyar phremD! agar tooma kaha rahe ho to mujhe koI aitaraaj nahee apanaa asalee naataa bhoola jaane mem| vaise bhee mai tuMhe naama se hee pukaaratee hoom| sirph tuMhe mujhe 'didee' ke bajaay 'samgeetaa' kahanaa paDegaa| lekeen mujhe usase koI aitaraaj nahee hai|" samgeetaadidee ne mere is sujhaav kaa virodh nahee kiyaa yaha dekhakar meree jaan mem jaana aaI aur mai khoosh ho gayaa| "vaaU!.... kitanaa acChaa, nahee?...... hama dono..... dost!...." samgeetaadideene uttejeet hokar kahaa, "vaise bhee koI laDakaa meraa dost nahee thaa| ye bhee icChaa mai puree kar letee hoom abhee| he, saagar..... sacamooca hamaaree joDee acChee lagegee? yaa tooma mere saath majaak kara rahe ho?" "mai majaak nahee kara rahaa hoom, didee!" maine use samajhaate huye kahaa, "ulaTaa tooma agar is saaDee ke bajaay Dres pahanogee to koI bolegaa bhee nahee ke tuMhaaree shaadee ho gayee hai| hama dono premee joDee lagemge agar hama haat mem haat lekar ghumemge to|" "tuMhaaree kalpanaa to acChee hai, saagar... lekeen isakaa kyaa??" aise kahate samgeetaadideene apanaa mamgalasootr mujhe dikhaate kahaa, "ise dekhane ke baad to koI bhee samajha legaa ke meree shaadee ho gayee hai|" "haam! tooma sahee kaha rahee ho, didee! lekeen usase kyaa pharak paDataa hai? hama dono shaadeeshudaa hai aise hee sabako lagegaa naa| ab hama dono shaadeeshudaa joDee lage ke premee joDee lage ye tooma tay kar lo, didee!" "acChaa! acChaa! saagar.... cal! aba hama tayaar hote hai baahar jaane ke liye|" aisaa kahakar samgeetaadidee uTh gayee aur baatharooma mem gayee| phresh hokar vo baahar aayee aur phir mai baatharooma mem gayaa| baatharooma mem aane ke baad sabase pahale agar maine kyaa kiyaa to apanaa lamD baahar nikaalakar saTaasaT mooTh maar lee aur kamoD ke amdar meraa paanee uDaayaa| subaha jab maine samgeetaadidee ko saaDee mem dekhaa tab mai kaaphee uttejeet ho gayaa thaa| taba se mujhe mooTh maarane kee icChaa ho rahee thee lekeen saphar kee vajaha se mai mooTh nahee maar sakaa| baad mem samgeetaadidee ke saath jaise jaise meraa samay kaT rahaa thaa vaise vaise mai jyaadaa hee uttejeet hotaa gayaa| aur thoDee der pahale meree usake saath jo 'pyaaree' baataceet huI thee usane to meree kaamabhaavanaa aur bhee bhaDakaa dee thee| isaliye baatharooma mem aane ke baad mooTh maarane kaa maukaa maine ChoDaa nahee| phir phresh hokar mai baahar aayaa| baahar aane ke baad maine dekhaa ke samgeetaadideene saaDee badal dee thee aur aa~mph vhaaIT kalara kaa pamjaabee Dres pahan liyaa thaa| vo Dres dekhakar mai khila uThaa| meree bahen kaa ye Dres mujhe kaaphee pasamd thaa kyomkee usamem se usakaa kaaphee amgapradarshan hotaa thaa| mai usake Dresa se use nihaar rahaa hoom ye dekhakar samgeetaadidee ne kahaa, "aise kyaa dekh rahe ho, saagar.... hairaan ho gaye naa ye Dres dekhakar?" samgeetaadideene baDe laaDa se kahaa, "ye Dres meree ba~mga mem thaa jo mai leke jaa rahee thee apane mausee kee laDakee ko dene ke liye| kyomkee mujhe ye Dres thoDaa TaaIT hotaa hai aur vaise bhee aaj kal mai Dres pahanatee hee nahee hoom| vo to abhee thoDee der pahale tumane kahaa thaa naa ke Dres pahanane se mai kuvaamree lagumgee isaliye maine socaa calo pahan lete hai aaja ke dina ye Dres!" "ye to bahot acChee kiyaa tumane, didee!" maine khoosh hokar kahaa| phir samgeetaadidee Dreseemg Tebala ke aaIne mem dekhakar meka.ap karane lagee| maine hamaare ba~mg laa~mk kiye aur vaarDaroba ke amdar rakh diye| phir mai cearapar baiThakar samgeetaadidee ke tayaar hone kee raaha dekhane lagaa| jaaheer hai ke mai use kaamooka najara se cupake se nihaara rahaa thaa| vo Dres use acChaa khaasaa TaaIT ho rahaa thaa aur us vajaha se usake maamsal amg ke uThaan aur gaharaaIyaam usamem se saaph saaph najar aa rahee thee| aur uppara se usane oDhanee nahee lee thee jisa se usakee madamast cuceeyaam meree aamkho mem cubh rahee thee| beec beec mem vo aaIne se mujhe dekhatee thee aur hamaaree aamkhe milate hee vo thoDaasaa sharamaakar hasatee thee| lekeen mai thoDaa bhee na sharamaa ke hasataa thaa| usakaa meka.ap hone ke baad usane aakharee baar apane aapa ko aaIne mem gaura se dekhaa aur phir meree taraph ghumake usane baDe pyaar se puChaa, "kaisee lag rahee hoom mai, saagar?" "ekadama das saal kama uMra kee, didee!!" maine use uppar se nice dekhane kaa naaTak karate kahaa| jab usake gale par meraa dhyaan gayaa to mujhe thoDaa ajeebasaa lagaa| mujhe vahaam kuCha kamee najar aaI| mai usake gale kee taraph dekh rahaa hoom yaha dekhakar samgeetaadidee hamsakar bolee, "oha... mai to tuMhe bataanaa hee bhoola gayee| maine mamgalasootr nikaal ke rakhaa hai| bhale tooma kaha rahe ho ke hama dono shaadeeshudaa lagemge lekeen mujhe nahee lagataa sabako aisaa lagegaa| to phir logo ko shak kee koI gumjaaIsh naa rahe isaliye maine mamgalasootr nikaal ke rakh diyaa hai|" ye soonakar mai hairaan ho gayaa!! Thik hai... maine samgeetaadidee ko kahaam ke hama dosto jaise rahemge lekeen mamgalasootr nikaala ke rakhanaa bahot hee ho gayaa| khair! mujhe usase kuCha aapattee nahee thee balkee meree bahen jaisaa mai kaha rahaa hoom vaisaa suna rahee hai ye dekhakar mai khoosh ho rahaa thaa| samgeetaadidee ke baare mem maine jo bhee kaamooka kalpanaayem kee thee vo ab mujhe sac hotee najar aa rahee thee aur usa vajaha se mere mana mem khooshee ke laDaDoo phooTane lage| "haam to, saagar! mai tuMhaaree 'premeekaa' kahalaane ke liye calegee naa?" aisaa kahakar samgeetaadideene mujhe aamkh maaree| "calegee kyaa, didee..... dauDegee!" maine khoosh hokar kahaa, "ekadama paraphekT, sisTar!" "kyaa? kyaa bole tooma??" samgeetaadidee ne aamkhem baDee baDee karake mujhe kahaa, "naa~mT sisTar..... samgeetaa.... se samgeetaa....!" "oha.... saa~mree, di.... Upha..... samgeetaa..." aur hama dono khila khilaakar hamsane lage| "acChaa, saagar! to phir caaloo kare hamaaree pikaneek?" "whaay naa~mT.... samgeetaa!" hamsate hamsate 'samgeetaa' is shabda par jor dekar maine kahaa aur haath baDhaa ke use ishaaraa kiyaa ke vo mere haath mem haath Daale| "holD aa~mna... misTar!" samgeetaadideene mujhe DaamTate huye kahaa, "jyaadaa besharamee mat dikhaao, saagar!" "saa~mree, di... samgeetaa! mai sirph kaha rahaa thaa ke tuMhaaraa haath mere haath mem Daalakar calo|" maine haDabaDaa kar kahaa ye socakar ke samgeetaadidee ko meraa vaise karanaa shaayad pasamd nahee aayaa| mere cehare kaa ramg uDa gayaa aur mujhe maayoos hote dekh samgeetaadidee khil khilaakar hamsane lagee| "ITas.... oke...., saagar!" usane hamsate hamsate kahaa, "mai.... majaaka.... kar.... rahee the... aay... DonT... maaImDa... holDeemg yuvar ha~mnD, Diyar! lekeen jab hama dono akele homge tabhee!" aisaa kahakar hamsate hamsate samgeetaadideene mere haath mem haath Daal diyaa aur meraa haat apanee Chaatee par dabaake pakaDaa| usake mulaayama Chaatee ke sparsh se mai to havaa mem uDane lagaa| ek alaga hee dhumd mem aur alaga naataa oDha ke hama dono, bhaaI-bahen rooma se baahar nikale.